I started showing up on Sundays with seven crimson roses, wrapped in the same brown paper she used to save and smooth with her palm. I’d set them in the vase, straighten the ribbon, tell her about my week. By Tuesday I’d come back to find… nothing. Not wilted stems or scattered petals—nothing. Like the flowers had decided to get up and walk away.
At first I blamed the grounds crew. Maybe they were overzealous. Or animals, though the other graves held on to their lilies and sagging tulips until they turned the color of old tea. Only hers was scrubbed clean, week after week, as if someone had pressed delete.
So I bought a trail cam—the kind hunters strap to trees. I wedged it low in the hedge behind her headstone and pointed it at the marble. I didn’t tell anyone. I waited.
Two days of wind and nothing. On the third afternoon, a small shape drifted into frame: a boy—eleven, maybe. Too-thin legs under shorts that didn’t match the season. Hoodie sleeves covering his hands. He looked around, then lifted each rose carefully, one by one, like he was taking a pulse. He didn’t yank. He didn’t smash. He gathered them the way you’d carry something you were afraid to wake.
The next day he came back, but not to take anything. He sat cross-legged facing the stone, the roses laid across his lap, and stayed like that for exactly twenty-three minutes. He didn’t talk. He just… kept watch.
I scrubbed the footage forward and zoomed in on a glint at his chest—an oval locket, silver, scratched. My fingers went cold. I knew that locket. I bought it for Malini on our twentieth anniversary. Our initials on the back, in Tamil script. She wore it every day for thirty-two years. I watched it disappear beneath silk the morning they lowered her down.
How was it hanging from a stranger’s neck?
I drove to the cemetery and sat on the bench across from her. The afternoon unspooled in slow coils until, at 3:34, the boy appeared. Same hoodie. Same careful steps. He held a notebook against his chest like a shield.
He didn’t see me at first. He crouched by the stone and touched the edge with his fingers as if he were testing water. Then he opened the notebook and began to read softly.
It took me a few beats to find the words. When I did, my heart kicked. He was reading one of mine—something I’d written years before, back when Malini kept a stack of my poems in her nightstand and told me I should print them out so they could “breathe on paper.”
“Hey,” I said, standing too fast. My knees protested. “I’m not mad. I just… heard you.”
He flinched like a fawn. The notebook snapped shut.
“You know her?” I nodded at the name carved in stone.
He shifted. “Sort of.”
“Sort of?”
“She told me stuff.” He glanced at the bench. “The first time I came, she was sitting right there. Red dress, long braid, bangles. She said this was a safe place. That I could talk here.”
I sat down slowly because standing felt like balancing on a wire. Malini’s red dress—the one she wore at our niece’s wedding, the one that spun like a bell when I twirled her. The braid. The bangles. He described it like a memory.
“What’s your name?” I asked.
“Reza.”
“Reza…?”
“Imtiaz.”
The name landed with weight. Imtiaz. Malini’s coworker from the district, Mina, used to visit during chemo. She brought samosas and playlists. Sometimes a quiet toddler with astonished eyes trailed behind her.
“You’re Mina’s grandson,” I said.
He nodded.
“And the roses?” I asked. “You’ve been taking them?”
He looked down, ashamed. “She said I could borrow them. The lady in the red dress. She said they were from someone who loved her very much, and that they were meant for someone who needed love.”
Borrow. Not take. The word lodged in my throat.
“What do you do with them?” I said.
“I bring them to the hospital for my mom. They don’t let me bring a lot, but flowers are okay if they’re wrapped. It makes her room smell like outside.”
I had to stare at my shoes for a while. We listened to the wind comb the hedge. A dry leaf skittered, stopped, and then went again.
“Is she…?” I began.
“In recovery now. They say she’ll be okay.” He shrugged. “It was scary.”
“I’m sorry,” I said, because it was the truest thing.
“She helps,” he said, looking at the stone. “Even when I can’t see her.”
I pulled up a photo on my phone—Malini at the beach, hair blown sideways, laughing at nothing. He leaned in, smiled small.
“That’s her,” he said. “The lady.”
“How did you get the locket?” I asked, and tried not to sound like a man interrogating a child about a miracle.
“It was under the bench one day.” He touched it: a small, reverent gesture. “I thought it was lost. But it felt… like it was for me.”
I didn’t tell him where it had last been. Some things don’t need the explanation crushed out of them.
“She would’ve liked you,” I said. “She had a soft spot for quiet-hearted kids. Said they grow into the ones who move mountains.”
“She told me that,” he said, almost a whisper.
We made a plan that didn’t require either of us to say the word plan. Every Sunday, I’d bring two bundles—one for Malini, one for Reza’s mom—wrapped in brown paper, tied with twine. At 3:30, we’d meet. We’d sit. We’d read. Sometimes he’d pick a dog-eared poem from my old prints. Sometimes I’d ask him to read me whatever was scribbled fresh in his notebook.
December came like a clean breath. His mother walked slowly between the stones one afternoon, a knitted cap tugged over her ears. She thanked me for the flowers with eyes that looked like she’d been holding her breath for months and finally remembered how to exhale. I said very little. Some thanks are too delicate to touch.
One Sunday, Reza handed me a folded page. His own poem. Unfancy. Unafraid. The last couplet hooked into me and stayed:
“She told me love doesn’t end,
it just finds new places to land.”
I cried in the car with the heat on and the radio off.
He came less often once his mother healed, the way the tide goes out without drama. He moved across town. School got busy. But every year, on Malini’s birthday, a single rose would appear in the vase. I never caught him, and I never needed to.
As for the locket—I didn’t ask for it back. It had already decided what it wanted. Some things don’t belong buried. Some things do their best work when they’re carried forward, warm from a new heartbeat.
I still bring seven roses on Sundays. I still smooth the paper and tell her about my week. Grief feels different now—less like a cliff, more like a coastline. You learn where the shore drops off. You learn where to stand. And every so often, out of nowhere, the world hands you back a small piece of what you thought was gone for good, dressed in a hoodie and carrying a notebook full of beginnings.