Pride is said to precede fall. That didn’t really make sense to me until I was standing in my driveway, watching my neighbor drive off on a brand-new scooter that had been purchased with money intended for me.
Let me clarify.
This isn’t really a story about money. It concerns judgment, trust, and the harm that a single error can do to a marriage. And how I never would have guessed the value of a simple package of dried fish.
“I got married to a poor person.”
I’m ashamed to say that I harbored animosity toward my wife’s past for many years.
We were young and in love when we first met. That kind of love that gives you hope that you can conquer all obstacles. The fact that her parents lived in a small, rural house and didn’t own a car didn’t bother me at the time. I didn’t mind that she didn’t give me any expensive wedding presents or cash envelopes.
However, reality set in after the honeymoon glow subsided.
My coworkers would boast about how their wife’s family had given them a new car or how their in-laws had assisted them with a down payment on a home. Three years into our marriage, we were still living in a small apartment and riding motorcycles that we had owned since college.
Every month, my paycheck from my full-time job vanished into bills, groceries, and the minor costs associated with childrearing. We were the only ones making ends meet; there was no family fortune to rely on.
And I often thought, “If only I had married into a wealthier family,” even though I never said it aloud.
The Bundle
My wife had taken our child with her to a friend’s house one weekend when I heard a knock on the door.
A man carrying a package was from my wife’s hometown. He said politely, “From your mother-in-law and father-in-law.” “For your spouse and kid.”
I accepted it, hoping for a pleasant surprise, perhaps.
I scoffed, however, when I opened the bag and saw what was inside.
dried fish.
It came from my wife’s village and was a local specialty. Her parents frequently sent her something she loved. But to me? It wasn’t a present. It served as a reminder of all the things I lost when I wed her. Of what we didn’t have.
The fish had an overpowering odor. It appeared to be typical. I found it embarrassing and cheap.
I went outside and threw the fish bag in the trash can in a moment of quiet annoyance.
I saw our neighbor walking by as I was doing this. She hesitated, wondering.
“Is everything okay?” she inquired.
“I’m just throwing this out,” I said. “It has gotten worse.”
After examining the bag and taking a quick whiff, she silently picked it up and carried it back to her home.
I didn’t give it much thought. I thought I had just thrown away a useless present.
“I gave the neighbor it.”
When my wife got home that night, she inquired as to whether her parents had sent anything.
I gave a shrug. Indeed. A dried fish bag. However, I gave it to the neighbor because she loved it.
She appeared unconcerned. Her parents always sent that, she said with a smile, because it made her think of home. I merely nodded and remained silent.
I thought the moment was over.
Next Door Laughter
We were sitting in our tiny living room the following day when we heard laughter coming from the neighbor’s yard.
I looked out the window out of curiosity, almost dropping my coffee in the process.
Two brand-new scooters were shining in the sunlight in their driveway. For the husband, one. For the wife, one.
I was taken aback.
Only a few days prior, these neighbors had voiced their displeasure with their deteriorated old bikes. And all of a sudden, they had purchased two?
The wife later told me, beaming, “Our old bikes were falling apart.” Then, as if by magic, money appeared out of thin air!
I tried to smile, but my heart was churning with jealousy.
When the Truth Breaks Through
My father-in-law gave me a call a few days later.
Excitedly, he inquired, “Did your wife purchase the motorcycle yet?”
“Why would she?” I asked, perplexed.
A pause occurred.
“We sent the $50,000 to you. It was in the bag of fish. deep within the packaging. I intended for it to be unexpected. We assumed you two would open it.
I felt sick to my stomach.
The dehydrated fish.
The one I discarded.
The one that was taken home by the neighbor.
My heart began to race. I was barely able to talk.
My Deception Was Exposed
I told my wife while she was in the kitchen. I observed her face losing its color.
“What are you?” she muttered.
I described how I had thrown away the fish, how the neighbor had stolen it, and how I had lied to her and claimed to have given it to her. I admitted to her that I was unaware of the money inside.
Her hands were shaking as she sat down.
“You denigrated my parents,” she uttered quietly. As a result, you threw away the one present they could afford to give us, which they sent at great sacrifice.
Panicked, I said, “I didn’t know.” “I swear I had no idea!”
She remarked, “But you didn’t care to look.” “You didn’t even properly open it because you didn’t respect them.”
No slap could compare to the force of her words.
A Precarious Marriage
She went directly to the neighbor’s house after leaving the house. The truth was revealed.
The neighbor acknowledged that she had discovered money within the packaging of the fish. “We believed that someone had messed up, but since we had it, we assumed it was intended for us.”
All I could see in my wife’s eyes when she came home was anger.
She claimed she was no longer able to trust me.
She was not mistaken.
I begged, “I never wanted a divorce.” “I married you because I loved you, despite the fact that your family was impoverished.”
She retorted, “But you never showed respect for my family.” “And now we’ve lost everything because of your pride.”
I’m sorry it’s too late.
My wife has hardly spoken to me in weeks.
We live in an unbearably tense household. To make up the difference, I’ve offered to take on more work. However, she claims that the money is no longer the main objective.
She’s correct, too.
I threw away a loving gesture because it didn’t seem worth it. I made the mistake of judging a gift by its appearance.
True value isn’t about wealth, which is something I didn’t realize until recently. It all comes down to trust, sacrifice, and intent.
I no longer only have to cope with the monetary loss.
I have to deal with the possibility that I may have shattered something much more delicate, like my marriage’s foundation.
Pride’s Price
Please take this as a warning if you are reading this.
In a marriage, what we decide to value, cherish, and guard is more important than what our partners bring to the table. I didn’t succeed in that. And I might have lost my family as a result.
The most heartfelt presents can occasionally be wrapped in unshining items. Additionally, a “cheap” gift occasionally contains something far more valuable than cash.
I wish I had put my pride aside. I wish I had revealed the secret.