The Love Wins singer acknowledged that she felt “guilty” about her frustrations with her faith and that she had “had enough” when she feared her fourth pregnancy after giving birth to her five-year-old son, Isaiah, would not also reach term.

I spoke openly to God and expressed my feelings to him. I was wounded. I was a little upset, and you naturally feel bad about being upset with your creator. In the second episode of Mike and Carrie: God & Country, Carrie, whose worries were thankfully unfounded, sobbed as she gave birth to her son Jacob in January 2019.

Heartbreak: Following three miscarriages, Carrie Underwood became “mad” at God. The Love Wins singer acknowledged that she had “had enough” when she became concerned that her fourth pregnancy, following the birth of her five-year-old son Isaiah, would not reach term and that she was feeling “guilty” about her religious frustrations.

We need something, I told him. I could no longer continue down that path, so we had to have a baby, whether we wanted one or not.