Using my girlfriend’s phone last night, I came across an open article with the title “Blowjob tips for small penises.” Initially, I dismissed it with a laugh, assuming it was intended to enhance our sexual experience. Later, though, I experienced extreme insecurity.
She responded, “You said it yourself, you’re on the smaller side,” when I asked if she thought I was small. then acknowledged that I was “the best” but the smallest person she had ever dated. It still hurt. I’ve always felt self-conscious about my tall, broad frame, which makes my 5.5″ with respectable girth appear smaller.
Overall, we had a pleasant evening, but I couldn’t get rid of the sensation. I told her this morning because I was still feeling aloof. I’m having a hard time getting over her apology.
UPDATE: I appreciate your help. Although it has nothing to do with this, we ended things amicably in February. I feel better than ever after working on myself, attending therapy, and going to the gym. Right now, I’m doing well and have hope for the future.
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